I think I'm an idiot.
I didn't mention it to mum, but I hung round with Norra last weekend. Failed miserably at helping her with a task she needed to do. And then we sat around the fire at Auberdine--I say "the" fire because there really only is one, crazy elves--and we talked. Just...talked.
And I told her about Leanne.
I honest to Light don't know what I were thinking, telling something like that to a girl I've known less than a week. Perhaps I were trying to scare her off? But it were she as got it out of me...don't remember how, though. But I did it. Every detail I spilled. The whole nasty, awful mess.
She listened well, despite building a squirrel the whole time. Strange thing is, she seemed to understand. I mean, she didn't run away, or yell at me, or even look at me funny, which is really saying something, considering as she usually does look at me funny. She even, dare I say, sympathized.
To top off the oddness of the night, she asked what it feels like to heal, and apologized for causing me pain when I told her it usually hurt.
Question is, why didn't it hurt when I healed her? Not tonight, neither.
Imagine if mum caught wind of this. She'd never let go. By the Nether, I'm having trouble shrugging it off myself.
Gah. Definitely an idiot.
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